God talk

Faith, believing, hope, destiny,

I hardly ever emphasize on these words and apply them to my life; last time. Recently, I am always hoping, having faith, believing in destiny and honestly typing, I used to think that I am probably the last person in my family to be praying or talking to god.
I know I have always told people that I am a free-thinker but I do believe in the existence of god. Frankly typing again, I most probably said that because I don't want to go to hell for not acknowledging my creator. At that moment, I was thoroughly convinced that he was created by us, he don't really exist.( a humans mind is crazy powerful )

I don't know when it started but I suddenly started believing in god. Feeling like I am less burdened sometimes by things that used to bother me tremendously. Don't worry, I don't go around preaching about god and pray in the middle of conversations. As for religions, I am still uncertain, I'd like to believe that there is ONE god and I am talking to that ONE god. I don't want to join some religion and have people telling me what god would want me to do and how god would disapprove of me acting like this/that. Thats putting words into peoples mouth.

My point in general is, I stayed a freethinker because I am born into a buddisht family, gone to churches never to a temple, use to keep buddisht's 'fu', prayed to jesus, prayed to buddha, prayed to 'quan yin', listened to islam's religion and every one of them made enough sense for me to believe they exists. It confused me like mad. Half of me think that everything was created by humans and the other half of me was afraid that I might pray to the wrong god. So I decided to not pray altogether. After a long time of thinking , it really didn't matter if I do not know his name or which religion is he from, what matters is that I believe he exists. In a form of an energy. No words should be able to define him.

Lets just say, I have finally found god, in my own way.

Anyway, its late and I'm not very sure why am I typing this, just did it on a whim. I'll just sleep. Lol. Nights !!

Plane rides, Malaysia, Friends!

I'm back in Malaysia for summer break!! Loving it so far, ahah . The plane ride was surprisingly comfortable! I have 3 seats to myself!! So happy! I slept like a log! 

Night time on the plane! 

I was expecting to have to sleep sitting up but instead I get to lie down like this! 

Got greeted by them with cupcakes on my second day here.

Yummy!

Looking forward to a productive holiday! 

Cheesecake factory

Nice dinner nice cake ! :) good day!

Moved out

Right! I am officially out of my dorm for good! Since it's summer holiday, the college is kicking us out ! It was a hassle to pack since I need to get everything out by 2pm. I had exam on that day (SATURDAY)! Got back at 12 and started speed packing ! I was running back and forth to the laundromat and it feels kinda ridiculous to run like that but I really had to run ! Even then I couldn't finish packing by 2. I was shifting the wardrobe mirror back to it's place which was super heavy. In conclusion it was messy and speedy. Most of my items were separated in like plastic bags, luggages, and rubbish bags HAHA. I think if I want to find something I'll hve to dig through everything!


Here's only my wardrobe part , didn't have time to take picture of the room after everything!

Klutz

I CAN NOT BELIEVE THIS!!!
There must be some limit to me being a klutz. I mixed up my exam dates!! I actually woke up at 4 am to study till 7! Like studied hardcore! Walked to class while freezing from the morning air. Sat on the bench and wondered why aren't anyone here at 720 when the exam starts at 730!
SUDDENLY ! I remembered that I didn't bring my scantron! So i texted all 5 of my group members and ask them to bring me a spare since i forgot mine ! One of them replied 'exam is tomorrow'

IM LIKE WTF HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA LOSER.
I am somewhat relieved though. Since I suddenly have an extra day but I dont know why I would think that the test is today instead of tomorrow !

Well, since there's no test today! im going to get breakfast and sleep ! For those who are not aware of this, lack of sleep increases about 150 -300 % of your chances of getting high blood pressure and increase the chances of getting a heart attack 3 to 5 folds ! That is if you get less than 5 hours of sleep a day! So dangerous right ? For runners, you need extra one hour of sleep . Average people need at least 7 hours!

Kbye!